Appreciate me for who I am,
not what I can do.
Listen to what I thought,
not what I said.
Judge me by what I will do,
not what I have done.
Remember me as I tried to be,
not who I was.
Because I am not me.

--Alwyn

Sunday, 15 February, 2009
life as a civilian.. i need time to get use to it.. to curse less, to stop looking out for arrows, to let my hair grow longer, to wear coloured contacts..































seriously.. coloured contacts..


sorry bout the messy hair.. abit too short n too thick to handle properly..





followed my Dad to the hospital with my Granddad for his medical review.. got abit impatient that we had to wait an hour plus pass the designated appointment time (we got there 20 mins earlier), only to listen to the doctor say some stuff which i felt was lined with arrogance/complacency.. real irritated with that..


after that, supposed to go out n help my sis book her Piano Exam Studio for practice, but i was feeling very tired so i took a short nap.. ended up i woke up in time for dinner and the studio is closed -.-


heard today from my parents.. apparently, when i was away at the hospital, someone at Blk 28 (i live at Blk 24) jumped and committed suicide.. didnt know until today..



friday was Yiwen's Kent Ridge Hall Production.. but met Shawn early in the morning to settle both my studio booking session and his Valentine's present.. walked around, found his bear (by luck) and went his house to chill for the afternoon.. along the way i dropped by my house to bathe and change, and pick up my camera..


played chinese poker for most of the afternoon.. i got a full house every 9 out of 10 hand i was dealt with, so naturally Shawn was kinda du lan about it..


your cards like me.. MUAHAHAAA!!!


got a Gundam Wing Zero Custom shirt from Sunshine Plaza last week..


i especially liked the 4 wings from the Gundam Wing Zero Custom at the back of the shirt.. but the $43+ price tag is abit steep..

wore it for half the day.. my sis said the wings look very obiang, but not she wear ma.. i like okay already =)


yup so we changed up, met Ben and went to the University Cultural Centre early to have dinner at Munchie Monkey..


the food took damn bloody long to come, so we just played with the camera..


i dunno why, but i find this picture very funny.. sort of says a thousand words..



went for the musical "Here Lies Love".. very abstract, so abit confusing for me.. but i was quite impressed over the amount of tech support the theatre has.. the retractable ceiling mikes especially.. but there was one big low frequency feedback that rattled on for quite awhile, dunno what the AVA ppl was doing.. and the main character's mike dropped out at the 2nd last scene.. luckily he was very spontaneous and tried to stick it back while acting.. 佩服佩服..


during the 谢幕, i took some pics, but some usher came and say what "copyrighted, so your have to delete in front of me".. dammit..




they say that Xinyu is always prepared for the camera.. but think my camera abit too fast for her.. hahaa..



the assistant Producer for the whole production ^_^



some pics of Kaho in the theatre..









i wish i was one of the clowns..





Shawn asked me, whether i was getting Yiwen a present for Valentine's Day.. i had given it much thought, and as much as i want to get her something, maybe a big bear to hug and relief all her stress from her hall production or something, i will not..

my current stand on the issue is straightforward.. why commit my time and energy to something hopeless? i'll just do my best to treat her like i do with any other friend, even if it means that i have to forcefully brainwash myself again..







Ming Jue injured her tail bone while rehearsing for her hall production.. went to visit her today with Justin, Peifen and Jieyan after we bought our diving stuff from Beach Road.. she seems okay, just that her mobility is affected.. she says it hurts when she does any sudden movement like laughing or sneezing.. so we tried our hardest not to joke.. tried our best.. paiseh..

hope you gets well soon =)






inspired by the 25 Things from Facebook.. here are some additional stuff (to those already on Facebook)

26. i have a 'dimple' on the side of each hand.. it shows when i clench my fist..

27. my name "Alwyn" originated as "Allwyn" given by my dad.. but my grandmother objected to it, as it sounded like Or Bin, black face.. i only used it alot when i entered NCC, then i thought i should drop one 'l', since i have only one black bar..

28. i have 2 scar on my forehead, one a line and one a circle.. the line i got it when i dove head first into a cushion, only to knock into the corner of a arm chair when it slide on the ground.. stitches and then scar.. the circle was my first chicken pox mark..

29. i have alot of moles on my body.. my right arm already has at least 10..

30. i kissed a girl when i was 1 1/2 yrs old.. dont think it kinda counts cos i dont quite remember it anyway..


enough for now..

9:51 PM

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